Doubling Down on Hormone Therapy

Pill Organizer Medications Prostate Cancer
So, I finally admitted defeat and bought one of these beauties.

Sexy, right? Amazon sells a model with a larger pill capacity but this one screams “minimalist and sleek” to me. Why a pill box? Because my medications keep increasing in number and complexity. As food can have a big effect on how a medication is absorbed in your body, it’s important to take some medications based around meals. The most logical way to do this is to organize pills by mealtime in cute, colorful, OCD-inducing plastic boxes.

This week is Thanksgiving. 

Thanksgiving, as everyone knows, is a time to reconnect with family and friends by filling your plate with food and then sitting down at the dinner table to compare illnesses. 

Up until this year I’ve been the underdog in these conversations. However, this year is different! This year I get to slap my new pill box down and insert myself into the conversation with gusto! Maybe I’ll even raise the ante a bit and sneak a couple of placebo pills in as well!

Honestly, it’s a little disconcerting. In less than 6 months I’ve gone from no medications at all to enough to require, well, a pill organizer. My friend, Missy pointed out that it’s not forever. Retired from the Navy she used deployments as an analogy. She told me, “Deployments take two years. They suck, but in the end you get to come home and return to your normal life.” Coincidentally, my friend Pat who also has prostate cancer just ended his “deployment” and is doing great after concluding two years of treatments. 

So, what goes into my pillbox? 

The latest medication is Zytiga. Zytiga is used to treat aggressive prostate cancer, like mine. It along with Prednisone and the Firmagon shots that I started last week, complete the hormone therapy cocktail prescribed to me by my oncologist, Dr. Stewart. Dr. Stewart told me that Zytiga stops my adrenal glands from producing testosterone. If you remember from my prior post, testosterone feeds prostate cancer. Without testosterone the cancer should stop metastasizing and shrink. Zytiga is just another way of crimping the fuel line. One of the side effects of Zytiga is that it lowers the amount of cortisol produced by the adrenal glands. Cortisol, known as the “stress hormone” helps regulate blood pressure, metabolism, and stress levels. Sounds important, right? The Prednisone is a synthetic cortisol to replace what is lost when taking Zytiga. I also need to take vitamin supplements such as calcium to maintain bone density and prevent muscle loss. Zytiga can also cause high blood pressure and liver problems. While taking it I will need to monitor my blood pressure daily and have blood drawn every two weeks to check my liver function. 

Oh, and Zytiga costs $10,000 per month.

Yes, the zeros are in the right place. That’s roughly $160 per pill. I take two pills per night. My prostate cancer cells apparently have very very exquisite tastes. In retrospect maybe I should have bought a pill box with a padlock…

Zytiga isn’t even a cure for prostate cancer – it’s a treatment

I wish I could peg the blame solely on some greedy pharmaceutical executive somewhere pricing these things. In reality, I know that the truth is a lot more complicated than that. Zytiga, being approved in 2011, is a relatively new medication. Newer medications can take up to a decade and well over a billion dollars to get approved. Of all potential candidates only 10% are ever approved by the Food and Drug Administration ( FDA ) for the market. That’s a lot of money and a lot of risk. 

Thankfully, my health insurance helps a lot with the costs. I now understand why insurance rates increase annually as treatments like this skyrocket in price. No, it’s not okay and it’s definitely not sustainable but I’m at a loss how to fix the problem. 

Fortunately, there are people smarter than me working on solutions.

Last night after I choked down my jagged little pills Jodie showed me a study that she had found with an innovative solution for cutting costs.  Earlier I mentioned how some medications are absorbed differently based upon what they are taken with. Zytiga, for this reason, is taken on an empty stomach. The study found that if Zytiga were instead taken with food, the dosage could be halved and have the same overall effect. At $160 per pill the study estimated that the savings per patient were in the hundreds of thousands of dollars. Although the study hasn’t been clinically approved it is refreshing and a step in the right direction.

Take care. Stay healthy. Live life. Have a Happy Thanksgiving!


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“Hormone therapy generally makes everything shrink”, the radiation oncologist told me.

“Like, everything?”,I asked.

“Yes.”, she replied.

( Cough, Cough )

Everything everything?”

“Yes, it’s a potential side effect.”

“Can I, uh, quote you on that?”, I replied.

“Sure!”, she said with a smile. 

And then she explained to me how shrinkage was a good thing – at least for future treatments. Smaller tumors mean less invasive surgery. Smaller tumors also mean less radiation when undergoing radiation treatment. You’ve heard it here first.

Shrinkage is good.

She explained that hormone therapy also starves “free floating” cancer cells that have broken away from the main tumor. By starving and killing these vagrant cells the hope is to stave off metastasis to other organs. 

Next she told me that cancer is treated based upon where it originated.

If cancer cells break off from the main tumor and spread somewhere else, the new tumor is still the same type of cancer. Prostate cancer that has spread to the bones is still very much prostate cancer and as such can be treated with similar therapies, such as hormone therapy. Cancer that originated in the bones is a different type of cancer altogether and as such must be treated differently. 

The upside of all this, at least for prostate cancer, is that the PSA score is a systemic indicator of prostate cancer in the entire body – not just within the prostate. If the prostate is removed for example, and the PSA score keeps going up, chances are good that the prostate cancer has found a new home elsewhere. That’s the bad news. The good news is that the same arsenal of treatments are effective against it no matter where it is. Well, as long as the treatments can reach it.

I’ve been on the hormone therapy medication, Degarelix, for almost a week now. 

After being told of the side effects and reading one too many reviews online I thought I was in for pure hormonal hell. So far my fears have been exaggerated.

The injection sites are painful.

I now have large painful bumps to the left and right of my belly button. Sneezing of course, hurts. So does sitting up from a prone position. When laying down I’ve opted to flop around like a beached seal instead of twisting. I wake up a lot, too, but I seem to fall back asleep easily enough. I can only assume that this is a result of the other side effects of the medication. The worst pain so far? The removal of the band-aids that were covering the injection site from my unshorn belly.

It makes me a little lethargic. 

Everything takes just a little more effort. I’m more tired, a little spacey, and forgetful. I was told to lift weights to counteract the muscle mass and bone density that is lost as a result of the hormone therapy. I’ve managed, but I get winded faster and everything feels just a little heavier. I’m lucky in that I have a sedentary job where the heaviest thing I need to lift is a computer mouse. If I were moving furniture however, I’m pretty sure I’d be well, screwed.

I’ve kept my anxiety under control.

This is what I was worried about most. Just thinking about anxiety makes me anxious. If you remember the 80’s movie Beetlejuice, when the titular characters’ name is said aloud too many times he jumps out and terrorizes everyone. Well, anxiety for me is kind of like that. I have an entire bandoleer of Ativan at the ready if necessary, but so far I haven’t had to use it. Staying in the moment has helped the most. As there is no clear path for my treatment yet, worrying about it is probably the worst thing I can do.

And then, of course, there’s the occasional hot flashes.

They’re not bad and they are rare, but they happen. I can best describe the sensation by flip-flopping the typical advice given to someone for public speaking: Picture yourself naked on stage talking to a large clothed audience. That, to me, is what a hot flash feels like.

A couple of days after my first treatment our neighbors invited us on a hike. While we were getting ready my oldest daughter, Ashley shoved one of those battery-powered handheld fans into my hands. This one in particular even had a water reservoir. 

“Here, dad!”, she said excitedly.

“Uh, thanks… um, why?”, I replied.

“In case you have hot flashes on our hike!”, she said proudly.

So, yes. My daughters have my back. It’s reassuring to know that when menopause hits the Vandervort household someday that I can take at least some credit in grooming my girls to take care of their mom, too.

Last but not least, I bought Jodie and the girls necklaces to wear to mark the start of my cancer treatment. The necklaces are simple silver chains, each adorned with three heart pendants. One heart for each girl. To me the necklaces are a symbol of solidarity. It seemed an appropriate gift for the three people who are going to be on the front lines with me throughout this fight. 

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My daughters, Kaylee and Ashley wearing their necklaces.

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Let the games begin…

Today, Jodie and I drove to UCSD for my first hormone therapy treatment. As I mentioned in my previous post I was to be given Degarelix, more comically known as “Firmagon”, to reduce my testosterone levels. My nurse reiterated the side effects before describing how the medication would be administered.

“The shots will be given using a really small needle…”, my nurse said.

“Wait…shots? Plural?”, I responded.

“…to your belly…”, she resumed.

“Uh….”, I replied.

“…and it requires a loading dose of two shots. One on each side…”, she continued.


“…and together the shots will contain roughly three times the serum as a normal dose.”

“You’re not really selling this that well, you know.”, I told her.

“I have some ice packs for you to use afterwards. You will likely have some pain at the injection site for a couple days on up to a week. There will also be some swelling and redness.”, she responded.

“Swelling? Can you at least distribute the shots to look like I have abs?”, I requested.

At this point Jodie offered some Tylenol capsules which she had brought along for the occasion. The nurse quickly had me take them before preparing the shots.

“If I scream like a little girl don’t take it personally. You look like a nice person.”, I told the nurse before laying down on my back and pulling back my shirt.

“Oh, you don’t have much of  belly. That’s going to make this a little more tricky…”, the nurse said before starting the first injection.

Fortunately,  Jodie was able to capture the entire procedure on film for posterity. It went down something like this …

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My nurse explaining what to expect as far as pain and side effects.
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The shots being administered.

Okay, I might be exaggerating a little.

The administering  of the shots didn’t hurt much more than a flu shot. My nurse did an incredible job. The jury is still out on residual pain but I’ll be sure to post on that in the future if it is an issue.

A couple of band-aids later Jodie and I headed back to the parking garage. As I started backing out of the parking spot Jodie told me, “I have a special song for the occasion!”

“Uh, okay”, I said smiling.

She then started playing Stone Temple Pilots, “Creep” which ironically, was one of my favorite songs from high school. I didn’t quite understand the relevance until the chorus. When it played we sang aloud and had a good laugh. My wife has an odd  sense of humor as I do…

Forward yesterday makes me wanna stay
What they said was real makes me wanna steal
Living under house guess I’m living I’m a mouse
All’s I gots is time got no meaning just a rhyme

Take time with a wounded hand ’cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand ’cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand ’cause it likes to heal,
I like to steal

I’m half the man I used to be (this feeling as the dawn it fades to gray)
Well, I’m half the man I used to be (this feeling as the dawn it fades to gray)
Well, I’m half the man I used to be (this feeling as the dawn it fades to gray)
Well, I’m half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be

…okay, maybe not exactly half the man.

Jodie pointed out later that the Firmagon marketing material advertises an 88% drop in testosterone on the first day. “So, you’re effectively 12% the man you used to be!”, she said smiling at me.

“Thanks, honey.”

Take care. Stay healthy. Live life.

– Scott

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Drug Interactions

Before a biopsy diagnosed me with prostate cancer my doctors all thought that I had prostatitis, a painful inflammation of the prostate. The symptoms of prostatitis are very similar to a urinary tract infection – frequent urination, burning while urinating, interrupted urine stream, pelvic pain, and so on. The big difference is that while a urinary tract infection can generally be cured with antibiotics, the majority of cases of prostatitis cannot. Chronic prostatitis, or prostatitis that lasts longer than three months is sometimes called Chronic Pelvic Pain Syndrome ( CPPS ). 

Here’s the thing. Chronic pain makes you anxious, particularly when you don’t know what is causing it.

My doctor prescribed 60-days worth of antibiotics including Doxycycline, Ciprofloaxcin, Bactrim, and Clindamycin. None of these worked. Next, he prescribed me physical therapy to help relieve tension. This along with reading books on self-help, psychosomatic pain, and CPPS helped, but my anxiety still worsened. It got to the point where I was anxious about being anxious – a vicious circle. Anxiety, I realized caused me to tense up which resulted in additional pain which ( you guessed it ) caused me to get even more anxious. Inflamed prostates, like porcupines, don’t like being “squeezed”. Before long I was having trouble getting out of bed and going outside without having an anxiety attack. 

So, I saw a psychiatrist and was prescribed Lexapro, an anxiety medication belonging to a group of medications known as SSRIs, or “Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors”. An SSRI increases the serotonin uptake in your brain. Serotonin is a chemical that  improves well being and happiness. SSRIs need to be taken for a few weeks before they start working. During that time your symptoms can unfortunately, worsen. Conversely, when you stop taking an SSRI you risk going through withdrawal symptoms – especially if you quit cold turkey. 

So, by now you’re probably wondering where the heck I am going with this.

Be aware of your treatments and give yourself time to wean off of or change medications.

Well, as it turns out SSRIs don’t play well with hormone therapy drugs such as Firmagon. When used together they have what is known as a ”drug interaction”. Unlike the combination of foods like say, peanut butter and jelly, combining drugs isn’t always a good thing. Combining Lexapro and Firmagon for example, can cause a potentially serious irregular heartbeat. 

Yeah, let’s just avoid that one, m’kay.

As cancer treatment trumps anxiety the Lexapro sadly, must go. I talked to my pharmacist about how to go about weaning myself off Lexapro. She said that the conventional method is to halve the dosage the first week and then to skip days with the halved dosage the next week. She also warned that stopping Lexapro, in addition to removing all of the stops on whatever anxiety it was keeping in check in the first place, has its own list of side effects as well : anxiety, depression, mood swings and so on. She did not recommend abruptly stopping.

So, what’s the good news? Well, I’m reaching here but to me it seems like the side effects of hormone therapy and Lexapro withdrawal are well, somewhat complementary. I mean what goes better with mood swings and depression than hot flashes, right? Fortunately, my doctor suggested that there are alternative anxiety medications that I can take. At my next appointment I will be sure to ask him.

Tonight I am going to start halving my Lexapro tablets. If my wife, Jodie has her way with the insurance company I will likely start hormone therapy within the next day or two as well. The next couple of weeks should be entertaining to say the least. Wish me ( and everyone in my immediate vicinity ) luck…

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Treatment Options

The big question when it comes to cancer – any cancer is if and where the cancer has spread. Localized cancer and metastasized cancer are treated very differently. As treatments are inevitably harsh on the patients’ body, a doctor wants to make sure that the treatment fits the disease. For me that meant more blood work, another CT Scan, this time of my chest, and an MRI Scan. Although I was also supposed to get either a PSMA or Axumin Scan done as well, availability and insurance approval has pushed those out to a later date. 

I covered the blood work as well as CT Scans in prior posts so I’ll skip the details. MRI Scans, however, are uncharted territory and deserve some attention.

Dr. Stewart wanted an MRI Scan performed on my groin to get a better look at my prostate and nearby lymph nodes. I asked him what was wrong with the CT Scan that I had performed just a few weeks prior and was told that an MRI Scan produces more detailed images. MRI stands for “Magnetic resonance imaging”. An MRI uses a strong magnetic field to manipulate the atoms in your body. Radio waves are then used to create an image of the excited atoms. Fortunately, MRI Scans do not use radiation so they are relatively safe.

Another interesting factoid : Chemotherapy and recent tattoos (within 30 days) are a no-no for MRI. While talking to the MRI receptionist I found out that the electromagnets heat up the ink and/or chemicals. Naturally, pacemakers and any metal objects make you ineligible as well. I’m so glad I didn’t get that tattoo on my ass that says, “F*ck Cancer”. 

Prior to my procedure the MRI technician guided me to the bathroom and in broken English advised me that, “Clean balls will help the machine produce a better image.” She then turned and walked away leaving my wife and I to ponder the logistics of such a task given that the bathroom had no shower. We eventually decided that the technician actually said “clean bowels”. After complying I met the technician in the MRI room. 

MRI Prostate Cancer
My wife always managed to make me smile, even when waiting for an MRI.

So what’s an MRI like? If you’re slim and not claustrophobic an MRI is relatively uneventful. If the opposite is true, then God help you.

You literally lie perfectly still in a long narrow tube for about an hour with your nose mere inches from the ceiling. It would be peaceful if it weren’t for the constant loud hum and banging of the machine’s electromagnets toggling on and off.

MRI UCSD Prostate Cancer
Let the loud “thunking” noises commence!

Let’s take a step back for a moment to tally up everything. So far I’ve had :

2 CT Scans.

1 MRI.

4 PSA Tests.

2 Ultrasounds.

1 Genetic screening of my blood and biopsy.

1 Bacterial analysis of my semen.

1 Prostate Biopsy.

3 Digital Rectal Exams (DRE).

8 Prescriptions; 4 of which were for Antibiotics

30 Appointments with Doctors and Therapists.

That is a lot of information for an organ that started off the size of a walnut. Given all that information I’ve realized one important thing and that is :

You should always procure copies of your medical records including any procedures or scans that you have had done. 

For prostate cancer, and I assume any type of chronic disease you will likely want to consult with doctors across different networks. Every single one of those doctors will want to see these records. The problem is hospitals are terrible at sharing. This is done to protect you, the patient. HIPPA, or “Health Insurance Portability and Accountability” Act of 2003 made the process a lot easier but 16 years later, hospitals are still struggling to upgrade their systems to adhere to the new regulations. Record transfers between networks typically require a faxed ( yes, fax ) request. 

The images produced by CT, MRI, and Bone Scans are even more cumbersome. 

In software development we have a term called “Sneaker Net”. Prior to the internet and networked computers the only way to copy a file from one computer to another was to put the file on a disk and physically walk the disk between the computers. Although hospitals are digitizing their records, they are doing it at a glacial pace. While some records can be emailed, images produced by scans must be copied to a CD. This CD must then be walked, or “Sneaker Net”’ to the requesting hospital. I spent two hours on Wednesday doing exactly this to get my original CT and Bone Scans from Scripps to UCSD.

On Thursdays UCSD has their “Tumor Board” where Dr. Stewart presented my case to 15 urologists, oncologists, and surgeons to brainstorm how to treat my cancer. 

Following the dismissal of the board I met with Dr. Stewart to go over the treatment options they had discussed.  My mom and my wife, Jodie joined me in an hour-and-a-half discussion.

First the good news. The CT Scan of my chest came back clear. There was no evidence of the cancer metastasizing there. In addition, the MRI scan showed my prostate and enlarged lymph node pretty much unchanged since my first CT scan from a few weeks ago.

Now the not so good news. My prostate and lymph node were still teeming with prostate cancer. Furthermore, my blood test indicated that my PSA was climbing. Prior to my biopsy it had been in the high 70’s. Now it was 103.  Dr. Stewart told me that due to my young age, the aggressiveness of my cancer, and my high PSA that my situation did not fit the typical treatment protocol. He wanted to think “outside of the box” and be very aggressive with my treatment. In short, the “Tumor Board” couldn’t make a unanimous decision. Instead, they came up with three treatment options :

  1. Radiation treatment plus two years of hormone therapy.
  2. Surgery followed by radiation treatment and hormone therapy.
  3. Two years of hormone therapy, six cycles of chemotherapy, and 6 months of radiation treatment.

You’ll notice that the only commonality between all three treatments is hormone therapy. Hormone therapy is used in conjunction with radiation, chemotherapy, and surgery. It’s complementary and doesn’t affect the administering of the other treatments. As such it was the main topic of discussion for our meeting and the first treatment that Dr. Stewart wanted to administer. 

Hormone therapy should really be called anti-hormone therapy as it is done to deprive the body of testosterone. 

As I mentioned in a prior post, testosterone feeds prostate cancer. By doing away with testosterone you can starve the prostate cancer cells – at least for a while. Here’s the rub – hormone therapy doesn’t work forever. Eventually prostate cancer cells gain the ability to produce their own testosterone, or are no longer dependent on it. Hormone therapy is also known as “androgen deprivation therapy, or ADT. 

The side effects of hormone therapy are the same as if you were castrated.  It is also referred to as “chemical castration”.

In fact, the alternative to hormone therapy is the removal of the tesicles which is known as an “orchiectomy”. Fortunately, this is seldom done anymore but that didn’t stop Jodie and I from joking about the potential upside of prosthetics. 

“Would you go larger, say the male equivalent of a DD bra?”, I joked.

“Or, would you go smaller to make everything else look larger?”, Jodie retorted.

Fortunately, Dr. Stewart and my mom had a good sense of humor throughout this discussion. 

Now for the side effects. They include fatigue, muscle loss, weight gain, osteoporosis, libido, mood swings, breast tenderness, and hot flashes. I joked with Jodie that if I could of delayed my cancer for another 15 years that we could of gone through menopause together.

Yeah, so the side effects suck. It sounds like weight lifting as well as increasing my vitamin intake will help. Given that the treatment is to be administered over two years well, it’s going to be a long two years. 

Lupron is the most common medication administered for ADT. It is administered as a shot every three months. However, given that my PSA is rising Dr. Stewart decided to put me on a different medication called Degarelix, also known as (ahem) Firmagon. Dr. Stewart chuckled at this and we caught on immediately.  

“You’ve got to be kidding me. Who names a drug that saps your testosterone FIRMagon?”, I asked. “Someone in marketing has a sick sense of humor.”

Dr. Stewart didn’t really have much of an answer but explained that Flacidagon, unlike Lupron does not cause your testosterone levels to temporarily spike and would have a better chance of keeping my cancer in check.

It was then that Dr. Stewart told us that testosterone, in addition to being produced by the testicles is also produced by the adrenal glands. As such he also wanted to prescribe me another medication called Zytiga. Up until this point I had not asked about the cost of all of the medications but Zytiga rang a bell. I vaguely remembered coming across it while browsing the web.

“Um. So, how much does Zytiga cost?”, I asked.

When Dr. Stewart deflected by talking about insurance approval and financial assistance I knew that I had struck a chord. He eventually told me that if I had to pay more than $50 per month that I could probably work something out with financial assistance. Naturally my curiosity got the better of me. After our appointment I consulted Google and realized that Zytiga costs ( ready for this? ) roughly $10,000 per month.


Zytiga, in addition to draining the pocketbook can also affect your heart and liver. Dr. Stewart told me that while I was taking it I would need to have frequent blood screenings and monitor my blood pressure daily. 

It’s going to be a long two years.

Even though there has been no evidence thus far of my cancer metastasizing outside my pelvic region I get the feeling that Dr. Stuart nor the “Tumor Board” are convinced. The deciding factor I believe, rests on the outcome of my pending PSMA or Axumin Scan. What’s the holdup? Well, the PSMA machine can only be performed at UCLA and is booked up for over a month. And then of course, there’s the approval required by my insurance company.

It’s inevitable that insurance would eventually come up in a discussion over cancer. 

Cancer treatments are expensive. Because of this, I’ve realized that every medication and procedure needs explicit approval from my insurance company. Unfortunately, the approval process takes roughly three days. If an approval is requested on say, a three day weekend you’re looking at a significantly longer delay. When dealing with cancer there is a sense of unnerving urgency, too, like you’re half expecting an alien to burst through your stomach if you delay too long. 

Fortunately, I have my wife, Jodie.

As soon as she realized that insurance was holding up my treatment she was on the phone with them. She doesn’t take no for an answer, either.  Hopefully early next week I will get my first injection of hormone therapy and I will finally begin the initial stage of my treatment.

Take care. Stay healthy. Live life.


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Building My Team

On Halloween my wife, Jodie, my Mom, and I went to UCSD Moores Cancer Society to get a third second opinion. Jodie, being Jodie insisted that since it was Halloween that we should wear our costumes. When Dr. Tyler Stewart walked in to greet us he immediately started laughing. It was the perfect ice breaker. He then proceeded to spend over an hour talking with us, drawing diagrams, and discussing treatment options.

He started by explaining that prostate cancer requires a team of doctors. The team consists of a radiation oncologist, a urological oncologist, and a medical oncologist. Each plays a part in the treatment. Furthermore, at least at UCSD each case is reviewed weekly at a “tumor board”. I quickly imagined a bunch of doctors sitting at a table looking at radiology reports announcing in their best Schwarzenegger impersonation, “It’s NOT a tuma.” “It IS a tuma.” Kindergarten Cop ( 1990 ), anyone?

As the medical oncologist Dr. Stewart referred to himself as the “quarterback”, or the one that would be directly managing my care with the team. 

He then dove into the various treatments that were available and how the treatment would vary based upon if and where the cancer had spread. There’s radiation for localized cancer, or cancer that is confined to a particular area. Surgery is another option, especially if the cancer is contained within the prostate. There’s hormone therapy for depriving the cancer of testosterone. Prostate cancer as it turns out feeds off testosterone; by medically lowering testosterone you can starve and kill the cancer cells. Chemotherapy is another option that is reserved for cancer that has spread. He didn’t delve into the topic of clinical trials nor immunotherapy. My understanding is that the later is reserved as a treatment of last resort when conventional treatments stop working. 

Basically, there is a treatment for everything. But every treatment has nasty side effects.

He said that if were to stage my cancer he would give it a 4a since it has likely spread to at least one lymph node. However, he told me that he was still treating it as “cureable” based upon favorable results from additional scans that he wanted to run.

There are scans for everything, too

Dr. Stewart then ordered another CT Scan that would include my chest as well as an MRI Scan to determine the size and shape of my prostate. By verifying that the cancer is localized and has not spread too far he could start me on radiation and hormone therapy. Ideally, the hormone therapy will keep my cancer in check while the radiation wipes it out. The downside of hormone therapy is that prostate cancer eventually becomes resistant to it. 

Dr. Stewart would like to run some additional advanced scans as well. In my prior post I also talked about the Ga-PSMA PET CT Scan. Well, there’s another slightly-less-advanced scan called an Axumin Scan that delivers similar results through a completely different process. Both scans can pinpoint where prostate cancer has metastasized. An Axumin Scan does this through a radioactive tracer absorbed by the prostate cancer cells. A PSMA Scan does the same thing by detecting a protein produced by the cancer cells. A PSMA scan is more accurate and from what I read it can be used for “targeted” therapy. Aside from the technical differences the Axumin Scan is the only one of the two that is likely covered by insurance and is available at UCSD. The PSMA Scan is only available at 5 locations nationwide and the soonest availability is a month out at UCLA. Phew. Information overload, right?

Be aware that scans are not cheap and there are no customer loyalty programs or repeat discounts.

My second CT Scan was only prescribed because my first one only covered my groin area. My first CT Scan was performed just a couple of weeks ago, too. Sigh. Supposedly, limiting a scan to a particular area is standard protocol however if I knew better at the time I might have avoided some unnecessary costs and trouble. 

UCSD Moores Cancer Society Prostate Cancer
Jodie and I with Dr. Tyler Stewart at UCSD. Since it was Halloween we decided to come in costume – as a couple of Nerds.

As our conversation wound down Dr. Stewart said he wanted to do a quick examination. Instinctively, I reached for my belt buckle and was about to drop trough when he said, “No worries, I already know what’s going on down there. I just want to listen to your breathing and check your lymph nodes.” With a deep sigh of relief I asked him if he’d take a picture with a couple of nerds. He agreed.

Before we left UCSD Dr. Stewart had me go get blood work done at the lab in the Moores Cancer Society lab. He wanted to check my testosterone, PSA level, and blood cell counts. He also was able to expedite a genetics test. It was kind of surreal walking into that building, looking around, and realizing that the majority of the people there had cancer. There was a lot of people. The majority of them looked healthy, too. That was reassuring. The best part? The lab staff was dressed up in costumes as – vampires! So yes, I had my blood drawn by a vampire on Halloween. 

Moores Cancer Society UCSD Prostate Cancer
Every seen a nerd get it’s blood drawn by a vampire?

Dr. Stewart called me the next day to check-in. He told me that his goal was for me to look back on all of this forty years from now as just a “blip” in my life. That’s exactly what I needed to hear.

The third time [ opinion ] is the charm. I found a good quarterback and I’m not even a football fan. 

Last but not least, everyone keeps asking me how I’m doing. The truth is I have a lot more good days than bad ones. I’m in a little pain but I’ve been managing it without medication. I could do without the urinary problems but I’ve learned to “take a seat” when using the bathroom. For now I’m not letting the cancer diagnoses slow me down. And when I do start feeling down one thing that cheers me back up is knowing that my family and friends have my back.

Take care. Stay healthy. Live life.


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PSA Prostate Cancer
My PSA ( ng/mL ) as of 10/31/2019

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